/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>74453967
I like all vtubers unless they turn out to be horrible human beings.

>>74072927
There's no need to cope. It's okay to be gay.

I FORGIVE LILY
THANKS TO HER THEY ARE DEAD

>>68263076
You know what I Nyan forgive her now

>>67624698
I mean, to be fair. Lurkers are part of any community. Despite how much and open i talk in this thread. I used to be a 100% lurker only kind of person in every community before.

I think this is one of the few communitys i talk and just power through the anxiety. I mean sometimes my hands literally shake just typing out posts here but i still hit enter. I mean my above posts i did today and last night were some of these.

I just dont want to make things akward due to my bad social skills/autism and not being able. I actually use kuro to check up with some things sometimes, before i post them and edit them if needed, to prevent oversharing TOO much. Im open about things but i dont want to overwhelm people with that so i try to work on that. Knowing that theres a 99% possiblity that i have autism helped get better about it and try to avoid overly repetitive usage of the same words and phrases.

>>66119914
If you add 4chans anonymity into consideration its even more of a reason. Anonymity does let people be their worst without any consequences. Despite most of the site being just people throwing shit at each other i always try my best to be friendly to people and stay calm and rational when replying to people trying to attack me.

4chan maybe be a breeding ground for toxicity and drama, but I dont let it affect me. I had enough of that in my childhood so im quite used to the tone here. Its kinda comfy in a way as weird as it sounds. I came for nyanners vods but stayed as the anonymity helped with my social anxiety. People used to tell me im too nice for this place, but eh my childhood made me immune to letting insults affect me. I just dont want unintentionally be a bother to people. I dont care what they think of me as long as I dont bother anyone.

>>66120201
I think you mean the 2 letter thing? Only heard rumors about that place.

>>66029064
No, thats not how i am or do things. I prefer to talk over it in a calm and proper manner than lash out about it. I have no hard feelings about it and its all cleared up by now. She had valid concerns so i dont blame her at all. I know she deals with anxiety as well and i can relate to her so yeah i get it. Either way talking it out like adults worked out to clear up any confusion.

>>64397864

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i love my wife?

>>61367370
Yes

>>60885373
What if i want to dress like my oshi?

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9/11 reaction reenactment stream

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>>57306825
Pic related. Also, you can only tell regulars apart from their posting style and if they talk in actual sentences. You cant always tell people apart as some people know how to switch up their posting style.
>>57305585
Where i belong, back to isolation. At least thats what i would do if i didnt know any better by now. Isolating myself and being alone with my thoughts just makes it worse.
>>57306944
Everyone will leave at some point. Im no eception to that. In my case, it will likely be my brain to blame when it happens again. Happened like twice before with communitys i liked as i felt like i was bothering them too much and they were too nice to tell me. Again, despite what they told me. Im broken.

>>57115758
Picrel. Also, while existence is pain for me, life itself isnt so bad. I dont hate life itself, but im tired of the (physical) pain. Only reason i feel like dying is it would stop the physical pain(i can deal with the mental stuff). Being lonely doesnt affect me as much, ive always been alone in life. I guess you can get used to it if thats all you know. Also, dont need to deal with my constant overthinking if im unintentionally bothering people.

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>5x20 jump squats
>5x20 reverse crunches
>5x10 push ups
>a cold shower
>throwing up
Now I can keep watching these foul beasts with ease of mind

>>55187845