/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

https://voca.ro/103isptae9Zi
(Haru, gClef, and nanahyaku7 tribute)

Gokigenyou, /asp/, SwissedToast here. It has been a year since I last streamed.
If July 4th fireworks make you worry about those affect by war and street violence, this one's for you. (You) are invited to join me on my journey of self-reflection and redemption as I rise from the ashes of my grave, I will never give up.

Tomorrow I bury "yellow cat".

Topics:
- Recovery
- How I graduated antidepressants and antipsychotic medication.
- Meaning in pain, how (You) are not alone
- "are you going to kill me?" "Heal you, so that you can heal others."
- "how many people have you killed?" "I'll never actually know."
- Taking my body back from the demon, Yellow Cat (curses and demonology)
- Show and Tell of gifts and blessings, both never-to-return and gratitude.
- Above all else, positivity and integrity.
- If I can do it, (You) can too.
- Keep Staying Strong! (tm), you can do more the better you are doing!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gQPHzZ_dFGs
Tomorrow, July 4th 7PM EST, as I endure the bombardment of NYC fireworks.

(just doing a re-debut shill rep. be well, anon.)
Thank you for you.

>>52560418
Wait till after this at least, the whole point from the start has been to use VTubing to thoroughly better myself as a person. I don't particularly miss it beyond the resources section tho I'd appreciate it if it happens someday. I honestly really appreciate getting yeeted for menhera'ing, it was an excellent deterrent and a resounding "No, do not stream your worst self". I got tired of eating my pet nipple crabs, I'm adopting a kitten Thursday.

I don't like scaring people, believe it or not. One of my neighbors told me yesterday, "seeing you get better gives me faith in humanity". Manic rock and roll all day everyday was fun while it lasted. It'll always be a part of me.

>if u dont want to stream on 4th of July, u dont have to do it

>U dont need to choose a special date for your comeback, you should just do it when you feel comfortable. Never force yourself to do things you dont want to do, its bad for you and it will show up on your stream
Streaming, like everything in life, is not worth it if you wont enjoy yourself, life is hard enough, dont create yourself more obstacles. u are your best ally and you should always make decisions that will improve your wellbeing

>also, nothing you can say to me can hurt me, i have thick skin and i can take constructive criticism, i will work on making the changes, but remember it wont be 100% accurate to the source material and there will be some things that i cant change, for example :

>whenever you say perspective is off, its because your character is not a 2d picture, the 3d model can basically move and breath, since it can be used as a game model (craftopia for example) and therefore there are some things that wont look the same as if it was a 2d model (where since things are drawn, there arent a lot of limitations as long as you find someone willing to rig it for you)
About the perpective thing, if you look closely you can notice the two comparison pics are not even taken in the same angle, which will make it look different

>But the jacket and texture changes are definitely something i can do, i will work on it later
My Mom is amazing.. English isn't even her primary language.
Thanks Mom!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gQPHzZ_dFGs

I will join PRISM Project.