/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

As promised yesterday, here's the write-up for the recent early-morning tsubooji stream. It was pretty insightful to see her talk so much about what she's like when not streaming, so I think this should be mandatory watching for every Sukonbu.

Someone told her she was very cute this morning and she replied that she didn't prepare anything for the stream and she just feels like a fox that is putting her private life out in the open. She can't stream in such a bright and energetic manner or be an idol this early in the morning, she's just a normal otaku fox. Someone complimented her Miteiru eye mask and she says she wants to make it into goods in the future. She was thanking some people for their superchat this early in the morning and then said we should go get ourselves something nice to eat instead. She encouraged all of us to pick up some sweets at the convenienceec store today and consider it a super chat to her. When asked if she likes to drink coffee, she replied she can't drink black coffee so only if it's really sweet so you barely taste the coffee. She was joking around about Shirakami Wiper being a scam product that costs JPYN 19,000 for a pack of ten and was full of fox fur, so she'd get a lot of complaints and it would end up in an inventory clearance sale. She kept calling herself an clearance fox and said she'd rest in a storehouse forever together with Mikan-kun as she pushed him off the cliff. She then noticecd that she has been pretty negative during this whole stream and told us we shouldn't put ourselves down like that and that if we keep thinking about unhappy things, it will just attract more unhappy things and make us more unhappy in the long run, so she's not a clearance fox. She then joked around she is dark side Shirakami, a self-deppreciating fox who has transcecndedd being unsociable and bad at communicating and is becoming negative towards everything. I think someone called her yandere in the comments and then she said that being a yandedre and being a negative person are quite different from one another, because a yandere obviously has the affectionate (-dere) aspect, whereas being negative is just nothing but pessimism and just thinking and saying negative things. She encouraged us to try and be more positive and then said she's reminded of her time back in school. That in her second year od middle school, she was shining so brightly and thought she had her whole life ahead of her and could do anything she wants to do, and that she kind of wants to return to that period. But then in high school, everyone became cuter and she recognized that she isn't as stylish as everyone else. That all the other girls around her were getting brighter and more sociable but she only had stationy and pens in her bag and instead of having point card of shops and stores she only had arcade point cards in her purse. "Where are you going after school?" "Ah.. Melonbooks, Animate, a Game Center..." She said that was fine, but she noticed that she's always alone and then had the realization that she probably didn't have any friends, or at least any people that one could call real friends. And then she was wondering if the first time she made real friends was when she joined Hololive. She thanked Hololive for giving her the opportunity to get to meet all the Holomen and also for being able to get to be Friends with all the Sukonbu and was contemplating whether she was actually saved by Yagoo. He enableed her to meet all these people and to make a living doing this and she is very grateful for it. She then realized she slipped right back into talking about sad things because she is tired but reassured that she is happy inside, but just isn't able to flip her switch on in the morning and is streaming at extremely low tension. "Being a bit of a downer once in a while isn't all that bad, and reflecting on the past is also a good thing if you're in a better place now. By Shirakami" She then realized it was already 8 am and not that early anymore so she tried to be her usual, more energetic on-stream-self for a bit but that only lasted for a couple of seconds until she realized that her switch just won't turn on today.

Yeah, this should be mandatory viewing for all Sukonbu who are even remotely interested in her as a person and the way she thinks and the things she worries about when she isn't putting on the streamer act. Definitely at least watch the first half of it if you missed it live. I found her immensely relatable today and am once more reminded why I love her so much. It was really insightful, I'll try to see if I can find the time to rewatch and the motivation to summarize the most important points this weekend.

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I'm not, I was about to bump!

Good night friends

I love you Fubuki.