/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Clara will never be Japanese. She will never have an ancestry, she won’t have citizenship, she won’t have skills that would make Japan want her. She will never be a outgoing self-loving Japanese woman excited by the future of her mythical Japanese superiority and exposure to wider Japanese audiences into a beautiful example of nature’s perfection. All 'validation' she gets from other people in this position will never help her believe that spending years of her life learning a globally useful language to a native speaker’s level was a worthwhile use of her time. Actual Japanese will never wholeheartedly accept her. Thousands of years of linguistic evolution have allowed natives to identify real Japanese women from mannerisms and vocabulary alone. Even if her written text of self-confidence and attention commanding akin to a average vt EOP somehow flies under the radar (it won't), any Japanese person will immediately accept and embrace her when they hear the voice and accent of someone who is only a dirty North American in all aspects. She will never be happy. She will never wear a genuine bright smile and laughs to herself how lucky she is to be a real Japanese woman, as she projects her idyllic traits onto her entire fanbase. She knows that not everyone can be as French as she can, and not even her stunning display of retardation can help everyone else be as French as she is. Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - she’ll buy a French textbook, teach a class, show the world how, and guide a new age of being French. Her parents will find her, and despise her that they could be the parents of such a French woman. When she passes after a long worthless and stupid life they will shame her with an faggot figure marked with her oshi mark, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a French woman is shamed there. This is her fate. This is what she chose. There is no turning back.