/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>33110034
Couldn't pay attention to what she was saying so tell me this isn't true. Koone...

>we will never get another fish tank episode
>ame in the am will never happen again
why are we still here?
just to suffer?

I miss Radahn....

>>17388725
>>She has an absolutely destructive menhera breakdown, distraught over the fact that you forced her to face her past and current issues, and perhaps as a coping mechanism simply wants you to keep repeating the same stories, even if she's heard them before, as she's desperate to keep any semblance of her past glory alive. In your guilt, you let yourself become her talking puppet, parroting the same stories just so that she wouldn't careen over the edge of her on mental cliff. She'll never be the person you want her to be, but hey, at least you can still be close to your oshi, right?

God, I would be perfect for writing this but I don't think I want to inflict more mental damage onto myself. I have lived my whole life with someone exactly like this, and so I know exactly what it's like to be around the type. It's been 40 years, and she has thrown away half her life on refusing to move on and build something new. And as the people who shared her glory days die off one by one she's left off talking to the walls and finally coming to terms with how lonely she's made herself.

It's sad, really. And I just want Poruka to be happy. I was listening to her ASMR zatsudan yesterday and how she ended with saying "I love you" and that shit pulled at my heartstrings like nothing else.

>>15801220
one day...

>>15395255
Not more than me

>>15314350
Depending on your personality it could be a little grating. Her default state is being concerned for others and to make them feel welcome, but at the same time the tales of her autistic organizational skills reach far and wide so if you tend to be disorganized I'm sure that would create some friction as time goes by. Dating would be on a schedule, and after marriage I imagine so would every meal. Nobody has ever hinted at Koone being a slob.
Furthermore like all big introverts she needs alone time to recharge her ability to socialize and if she doesn't get it, she gets cranky and distant (Okayu referenced this when Korone hinted at the two living together and the reason why she never would).
Korone's also a very active dog, loves sports (baseball especially) and so despite her love for videogames, classics especially, she also has some normie habits and hobbies and lots of stamina to boot.
Also her jealousy isn't just a joke that she plays up, although it's become rather obvious when it comes to Okayu that once she knows "she's your one" and has the self-confidence that you'd never cheat her with a 他の女 she just gloats in her position as winner. But I can imagine that could be a point of contention with every woman that comes into your life for some time.
I don't know if I'd say she's the type to be irritable when stressed but it's obvious that she bottles up her concerns and doesn't know how to say "no", which is something I can very much empathize with, so you'd need to be able to tell when she's overwhelmed as she'll never let you know.

On the plus side I imagine that she'd be incredibly adorable when she wants to be clingy and cuddle. Going on dates must be hilarious and fun because of her lack of filter and saying what comes to mind. She loves horror but gets easily scared, so imagine how hard she'd cling to you during a horror movie or haunted house. And to be in her zone of affection means always being treated like the most important person in the world to her, and what man wouldn't fawn over that?

>>14914281

>>5869272
we just have to move forward, hoping that one day we will be able to.

>>5137211
Jesus Christ, anon. Simple but powerful. Hits right in the feels.

>>1470337
Knowing I can't actually be there with her,
Itai...

>Sometimes I feel like I've felt everything I'm ever gonna feel