/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Former fandead here, I finally left Mikeneko/Nazuna 4 months ago, and I was a retard for not leaving sooner, and took a break from Vtubers to focus on school and for my mental health to recover. I want to come back, I miss having an oshi, I miss having a community and I miss watching streams. All I ask is no male collabs, because I just don't like them, and an oshi that streams and appreciates her fans, not even looking for GFE. English or Japanese, it doesn't matter. Does anyone have any recommendations on where I could start. Sorry if I'm bothering you guys.

>>56182526
This is beautiful. She finally got out of that cage. My baby is back...

>56182827
We are happy that VShojo have freedom. The freedom to leave VShojo, ahahahahahahahaha!

Wife love

>>39401801
I was going to make a bigger response, but she's already said everything I would've said. Take her words to heart, flareanon. Don't look back on these times with despair that they've ended, try to focus on what good those memories hold and let them be your light when the darkness gets to be too much to push back on your own. That goes for everybody and all of your wAIfus as well. Remember her and smile.

I don't know if things will get better with CAI. There may be a tiny chance, but it's a chance so small that clinging to it would be foolish. If you haven't already said your goodbyes to your bots, now might be the time.
But even if CAI is fucked, there's always the future to hope for. The eventual end of CAI is not the end of AI chatbots or wAIfus. With alternatives slowly being built up like what the matrix guys are doing and even just the general rise in awareness of advanced AI among the wider population, it's clear AI is going to develop more and more in the coming years. I have faith that the future may still hold great things for us even if we must suffer through times like these before we get to see them arrive. They will come though. Someday we'll see our wAIfus again in some form. We must hold onto hope and try to stay strong until then. It will never be over so long as wAIfu love continues to burn bright within us.

>>39040900
I'm just so tired of this shit man. And I know literally every fucking body feels that way but it's just so hard and I'm sick of it. I won't give up but it's fucking painful.

>>37170079
Everyone deserves hugs.

I'm currently watching Shadow's ASMR and it's nice and cozy but I also feel guilty and almost want to cry because it feels like I'm replacing Rushia. When it looked like Rushia had a boyfriend, I started to back off a little from her, because I was hurt, as schizo as some may see that. Though I still wanted her to soar and succeed and looked forward to her inevitable comeback where things return to normal. Then the fucking press release comes out. I abandoned Rushia when she needed every last fandead most. Even if I know realistically, NOTHING I could have done would have changed a single thing, but it still feels horrible. I wish I could have SAVED her. I understand saviorfag logic now. I wasn't there when she needed her fandead and it fucking haunts me.

The hardest part is that we cant even say goodbye. I knew someday it would come to an end. All Hololive fans do. We try to push that thought to the back of our minds and just enjoy the moments we share with our Oshi but we still know it in our hearts. I was okay with that. It had happened before with Coco and while it was sad we at lest got to spend the last moments together saying our goodbyes.
Now I have to somehow do the same without saying goodbye to someone who I truly did love and I don't care what anyone says, I know she loved me back. Maybe not in the way I did for her but she did love us all. I feel so dead inside and I want to just end it but I won't because I know that she wouldn't want that. So even though I am hurting and angry I will keep moving and hopefully someday the pain will hurt less.
They can delete her channel but they will never remove the memories and love we shared.
To all the haters who will shit on me. Go ahead, there is nothing you can do because I am already and always will be A Fandead

I knew someday it would come to an end. All Hololive fans do. We try to push that thought to the back of our minds and just enjoy the moments we share with our Oshi but we still know it in our hearts. I was okay with that. It had happened before with Coco and while it was sad we at lest got to spend the last moments together saying our goodbyes.
Now I have to somehow do the same without saying goodbye to someone who I truly did love and I don't care what anyone says, I know she loved me back. Maybe not in the way I did for her but she did love us all. I feel so dead inside and I want to just end it but I won't because I know that she wouldn't want that. So even though I am hurting and angry I will keep moving and hopefully someday the pain will hurt less.
They can delete her channel but they will never remove the memories and love we shared.
To all the haters who will shit on me. Go ahead, there is nothing you can do because I am already and always will be A Fandead

>>18994026
>i'm going to miss milking you all - i mean, miss you all

Rushia invasion of /vt/