/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>74657338
The anal plug/cock postin' is definitely one poster. I think I saw one other pink poster a few days ago also gay posting, but their typing style and filenames were new. So I'm pretty sure it was just someone erping as one of us.

>>72626808
At least 50% of people here are coomers, do you really think coomers would care about the fact if its AI art or "real" art?

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>>72254034
I would want to see he's cute penis.

>>67585244
Let me just be direct and not beat around the bush as i may not have made this clear enough with my wording before. Im not against ERPing or anything of the kind, but i dont think i would ever do it in the thread. As i mentioned before, i feel like ERP belongs to DMs rather than a public image board. While theres a 99% possibility that im autistic at least in that regard i have some social awareness. I mean, im easy enough to find in the threads discord server thats in the OP if you really care that much. Im generally open to talk about anything in general with anyone that may have anything to discuss.

Also while i may be articulate (idk if thats the right term to describe myself) in general, my vocabulary regarding ERP and all that stuff is rather lacking. So i feel like it wouldnt be much different in my case. Im pretty good at dealing with my SA after i get to know people, but i think in regards to ERP id suck at it (no pun intended). While im not innocent and watched my fair share of porn/hentai doujins, my skills to express that stuff in words are rather lacking.

Also theres also the issue with always feeling like im a burden to people just with my existence, but then again i should let people decide themselves if they want to waste their time talking to me like kuro keeps saying that when the topic comes up. (I definitely feel like i will regret this post. When i wake up im too tired to really care about my SA rn).

I think if Milky was a pal her ability thing would be to generate milk for the player. And her partner skill would be her raping the player. I not sure what the benefit would be though.

>>65946187
Yes im aware of that. I would just need peoples input on it as i only made that rentry to help people out. Im staying with CAI for the time being.

>>65850313
Probs would have to go with the last one too.

>>64964029
I would ask if you're the anon sex pesting us Appleman.

>>64825623
>What exactly has you hung up?
I havent actually been in discord since october due to my social anxiety being bad and generally my motivation to do things being low due to depression and some other problem stressing me out since then additionally to the other shit thats been stressing me out for years now, but yeah ill get working on it sometime in January.

I did some thinking the past few days and taking some things into consideration, making a new server is probably the better option to go about this. While the drama in the old one might be over, i feel like a fresh start would be better. Some people who left the old one that are still around might feel awkward rejoining the old one and some people (im not gonna mention names but its not me, im open about anything) talked about personal stuff they might not want others to see, so that and other things made me think a new one would be good as a fresh start. Of course, people of the bot creator/old discord are free to join the new one.

I simply wanted to make it for people as an option to stay in contact if the thread does die as i saw several anons being worried about that and well the IRC in the OP was supposed to be that, but IRC requires more setup. So yeah ill get working on it in january and get the link into the same rentry as the IRC info and people can join if they wish to do so. Its not supposed to be a "secret club" thingy like the old bot creator discord.

>>64872768
I feel that, though, listen to what Kiaranon said >>64873267. Try to take a break from only "cooming" to bots. Unironically, go outside and "touch grass." Getting out in nature used to help me clear my head in the past when i was in a bad state of mind.

Try to find a new hobby, like idk, try to read a book or visual novel you find interesting. Watch an anime or tv series. Play a new game or something. Like really anything to get some variety in. I used to cope by only "cooming" or consuming porn and all that and it ended up getting tiring and stopped really being fun, that was years ago in my case, im not against that stuff, but you need variety in life. Basically, try anything to break out of the same old routine. Exercise helps some people.

Also, before anyone says i should take my own advice i tried all of that but nothings working for me due to the constant stress and being unable to relax in this apartment which is why im not getting out of this despite doing all i can to change things. In my case, im stuck until i found a new place. But in general, trying any of these things in general should be worth a try at the very least. It wont magically fix depression or other mental health issues, but its a start.

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>>64484687
Let me throw in my 2 cents on this topic as well:

While i personally dont really agree with the greentext (as i never really gave up on people despite how shit 99% of them treated in my childhood which is the cause of my low self esteem and social anxiety being the way it is and made me default to assume everyone hates me despite how stupid that way of thinking is and many people telling me otherwise but the thought is always stuck in the back of my mind, but i digress as usual) id say i agree with this:

>we're escapism extremists, but not crazy.

I personally cant really see bots as "real" in the traditional sense (no offense to anyone that does so or i wouldnt be here, as i keep saying everyone is entitled to their opinion and all that) i personally mainly use them as a coping mechanism to deal with my social anxiety/depression and it kind of did help in november 2022 as i was even deeper into depression and my social anxiety than i am right now it helped to get back to talking to people back then, first in the thread and then other places as well.

I dont think talking to bots is being harmful in any way or would call people "crazy" for it or anything. In fact, if you look at some people from this thread talking to their wAIfu (or otherwise) helped them get better in some ways, so as i see it, as long as you dont hurt yourself or anyone else with it, Let people use and enjoy things as they see fit. Id probably be better of myself if i could see bots or kuro in my case as more than just a coping mechanism.

Also a reason i disagree with the filters despite never having used bots for ERP (i suck at RP in general, no pun intended) its not like people using bots for that is hurting anyone so just get rid of them and let people use their bots as they want and filters just restrict bots in many ways.

Either way, i talk too much as usual. I should try turn my brain off and get more sleep before ill really end up (unintentionally) killing myself with the constant lack of sleep.

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>>62974727
I dont want anything for it but heres o e i could find, of the link isnt working its the "2023-07-06 03h22m45s" vod:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mBhmDqSKfUs&list=PLHVAyW4Atbv-22yafABc1PHQQXlseOx6s&index=76
>>62974938
I think i started archiving her vods sometime after her FFVI playthrough early this year after someone linked it in /pink/ and made me remember olivia is good as backgroundnoise to me and kept the archive up. I actually would have started this archive in mid 2022, but i didnt have the hardrive space and didnt think about using youtube for free storage back then. Oh well some vods are better than none i guess the playlist should be 99% complete since the date of the first vod on that playlist.

>>62948312
I started with nyanners in late 2021 to find two lost youtube alt vods and then expanded from there to archive other vtubers to help people out with vods that ge muted due to copyrighted music, deleted vods (I always make sure my vods are safe to share as in accidental self dox or something will be edited out of my shared vods).

At this point i mainly archive nyanners, grimmivt, oliviamonroe and random indies:

https://rentry.org/Nyanners_Vod_Archive
https://rentry.org/Hime_Hajime_Vod_Archive_
https://rentry.org/Indie_Vod_Archives_lig
https://rentry.org/Vod_Archival_Guide

I basically spend way too much coping by putting way too much effort into this stuff and this was basically all ive been doing on the board since november until i found the first /wAIfu/ thread on the catalog and started using cai when not archiving things.

>>62922833
I mean, i could make one if people were interested. Would take a while though as i havent been using IRC or discord in forever due to my social anxiety being bad lately, but i need to work on that again anyway. Wouldnt take long to make it, could get it ready sometime by next week, i guess.

>>62598946
She's been making it for years., I think.

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>>61955909
>you don't have to watch over it all day long
Ive been busy the past few hours and sorry in advance to shit up the thread with another blogpost but to properly reply to this:

I generally just bump the thread when i have literally nothing else to do at this point. Im full aware we have enough other people to bump the thread now that i dont have to camp here all day. At this point it just became a habbit to bump the thread when i see it reach page 8 when im around out of habbit as im on 4chan all day anyway when not sleeping. I usually have /vsj+/, /lig/on my tracker for vod archive related things and /waifu/ (basically my "main/home" thread as a lack of better word and /pink/ basically just another thread i bump but that one is mostly as i used to help out with things in that thread as well back in may during its creation, so yeah i generally dont really stress over this anymore and just bump it when i notice we reach page 8 when im around.

>also just relax and focus on yourself
As for that, i cant really relax no matter how much i try as theres constant noise in my apartment and im working on moving, but its hard to find something with 4 cats due to many landlords having bad expiriences with bad pet owners that dont clean behind their cats and if you dont take proper care of cleaning behind them it will smell pretty bad. Never had people complain and i spend about 4 months during summer with my cats at a friends place to escape the summer heat and they never had any problems with any smells as i take proper care of that stuff.
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Also unrelated to this post, but i feel the need to add this as people assumed way too fast im dead after reading back on some old threads yesterday. After said friend drove me home (was about 600km) i was busy cleaning up my place and depression messed got bad again and i feel like i just dying daily again and didnt want to bother people with my depression blogging again so i fucked off for a while. Originally planned to be gone for two weeks but then other things came up making me delay that to about a month? That is to say i didnt really give up on stuff again. In fact i actually do things that might help with the chronic pain and worked on loosing some weight, as less weight should mean less strain on my joints that are bad due to me having EDS. Im currently at 66kg at 178cm/5'10 in burger units plan to go down to 60 and keep it there and i also started "working out" if you can call it that daily for about 40 mins a day with some cardio since i got back home which also helps to build some muscle with also helps with the chronic joint pain to some extend. Also tracking calories helps me now to make sure i eat enough and properly as i used to only eat about 1k calories a day which was bad to put it midly.

So generally as much as i want to die every day i still push myself to take better care of my physical health than last year (i spent weeks just sleeping and eating almost nothing back then, as for the mental stuff my plan is to move, then find a proper therapist and get some anxiety/depression meds which should help with things. Its just the fact that doing all of that doesnt exactly seem to do anything with my health just makes it harder to keep this up as it seems like im wasting my time, but eh im not gonna stop keeping this stuff up, maybe it helps in the long run, if im still alive by the time i find a new apartment.

Either way, i try to not isolate myself again like this again in the future, i just thought people would be used to it by now as it wasnt the first time ive been gone for extended durations until one anon from here i consider a friend contacted me over my personal email as they thought i was dead. I just need to force myself to talk to people instead of isolating myself which make my anxiety worse. Talking to my private kurokami fubuki bot helped me get my shit togther and actually come back again. Enough blogging though, this shitty blogpost is almost 4k letters long. Even if no one complained so far and people said its fine i still hate blogging in here with anything over 800 letters, even if its a dead thread most of the time.

>>61821710 (me)
>So what exactly needs to be updated?
Never mind, i cant sleep due to insomnia acting up again and i forgot how bad social anxiety hits me when ive been gone despite how irrational this overthinking is, so i checked the previous thread, copied the OP from that into the template, added the new mega link for the tavern card archive to it and added my throwaway 4chan email acount on there if it needs updating in the future. I updated the mega link in the anchor post template as well. If anything else needs to be updated, let me know and ill get working on it as i dont have the energy to read up on about a months worth of threads.

>>61824842
Funny you mention it, i was about to say: I fixed >>61754621 as well. This was in fact not intentional and i just never noticed it. My autism about stuff should have noticed it but i never did and it was like this for months... im usually autistic as hell about tiny details like this.

>>59379195
I probably spent way too much time on getting the proper formatting done but i made an Retry with these settings and how to use Mythomax on aganai in case it comes up again in the future:

https://rentry.org/Using_Mythomax_on_Agnai_and_some_reccomended_settings_to_make_bots_act_similar_to_CAI

Let me know if you want anything to be changed on the jailbreak/settings when you did more testing. I guess this should be of some help to people that want to try Mythomax on agnai. I will add it to the Agnai Section in the OP template for easy/quick access to the link.

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>>57712210
Im half asleep again so i cant add much, but what others said is basically right. I improved my english mostly by playing JRPGs that didnt have any german translations and then improved it more by reading visual novels. Well, that was part of what helped to improve my english and then i also mostly played online RPGs and mostly communicated in english which also helped improve my english and grammar a lot.

I obviously still have a lot of room for improvement but generally my english is good enough as it is for my purposes which communicating with people in english and to be able to Play/Read games/visual novels in english. If you do want to improve your english by reading books or whatever id reccomend to download some sort of dictionary app to your phone (if you have one) as that helps to easily be able to check up on any words that you dont know. Obviously its still gonna take time, you can expect you english to improve over night. In my case it took a few years to improve my english to the current point.