/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>72110856
Wew, yeah that isn't subtle. And I get that this is a thing in JP music, e.g. the grimdark lyrics to Bad Apple. Still though, I really don't think that the PTR authors were aware that Pippa had done things like going to sleep in the snow, hoping to never wake up.

>>64129447
I've been there too anon. It was fucking awful and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Crying myself to sleep, literally physically painful to see happy people even on adverts and so on. It's hard to word this in a way that doesn't sound like like some cheesey #ItGetsBetter PSA, especially because of how isolated from the world you're probably feeling right now, but I did get through it, and hopefully you can too. I'm not sure that the (((SSRIs))) that I eventually let them prescribe me did anything useful, and CBT (lel le funny acronym) was mostly a gay waste of time, except for forcing me to have some sort of routine to walk to the places that were running it. What actually helped: reading Stoic philosophy, family support, chuubas, and probably just the passage of time to allow my fucked up brain to heal.