/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

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>be me
>5'3 eastern yuropoor /m/fag autist
>have decent noombers on social media accounts
>see cover finally holding holostars EN auditions
>unironically consider applying
>due to height and interests decide to go for a kusogaki androgynous shota robot character who can pilot a bigger mech
>get autistically invested in trying hard to get in
>design my character and his mech, train to do an appropriate shota voice
>daydream every day about the sort of streams I'd do, what games I'd play, thinking about bullying my chat, shilling Battletech and MechWarrior to nowa, doing drawfag collabs with maguni, etc.
>halfway through animating my audition video I have a sudden moment of clarity and realize that what I am doing is cringe and that applying is a terrible idea, that I wouldn't get in anyway
>continue getting demoralized by stupid faggot thoughts and end up pussying out of auditioning
>fast-forward to this week
>watch teaser for the new boys
>see Flay
>mfw there's a non-zero chance that could've been me
Apologies for the blog post, but let this be a reminder for any anons ITT who would like to apply but hesitate due to insecurities or other reasons — give it your all and send in your application. Let Cover decide whether you're worth picking up or not. Don't go full retard like I did.