/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>19029729
She comes here to tell us good evening and to be on our best behavior!

>After countless confessions and declarations of love, Kronii finally agrees to date (You) for the hell of it.
>Despite her low expectations, the date goes surprisingly well. She's interested in a relationship with you.
>She gives you a kiss on your cheek after; you're filled with delight as your long time crush, the woman you've idolized, finally acknowledges and reciprocates your love
>She slowly begins to open up to you about her past traumas as you begin to chat more. You learn a little more about her each time. Both of you can feel the energy of love between you two.
>You finally decide to make it official. After a full day out together, the two of you arrive at her apartment.
>You know what this means for you. You want to do it, badly. You push her against the wall the moment you enter, unable to control your lust.
>She hesitates, and slowly pushes you away. She's not ready for it yet. It's too soon. You decide to let her take her time, as there's no need to rush when it comes to this stuff.
>Her work begins to pile on as she begins to do more projects, in and outside of streaming. You try to see her as often as you can, though it's never for long as it demands her full attention.
>A month passes by. Then another. And another. You're a bit frustrated, as you naturally should, but you understand why it has to be. She needs her rest, after all. The two of you still try to text each other whenever you can. You want to make it work.
>Time continues to pass. You see each other less and less. You're getting more and more desperate as the woman you love seems to be moving further and further away. She doesn't have time to respond to your messages anymore. She doesn't have time to go out. The only time you can see her is during her streams.
>Whenever she messages you, she tells you only hints about how her day is: going to the gym, working, sleeping. Dull small talk. You try to understand, but frustration begins to build inside.
>You become more and more angry as she begins ghosting your messages for hours at a time, and acting more intimate with her fans instead of you. "I'm her lover! Why doesn't she talk to me like this anymore?" you think. You begin to suspect that something is wrong with her, and start following her when she's out.
>You begin to obsess over her everyday life, ignoring your own, as you delude yourself into believing that her love is all you need. Why isn't she making time for you? Why is she so busy? Doesn't she love you? Has she ever loved you? Was it all a lie?
>Everything seems to be going okay, she doesn't seem to be lying, but why does it feel like she's avoiding you?
>One day she announces that she's going to take a break. She messages you after, saying that she finally has time off and wants to have an important discussion with you about your relationship. You have a gut-wrenching feeling about this.
>The two of you meet at the sight of your first date together. She looks tired. Upset, even. She doesn't look like the girl you used to know, but you don't know why.
>Kronii takes a deep breath, and decides to tell it to you straight: She can't do this anymore. It's too much work to keep up the facade. She tells you that she knows what you've been doing, following her around, constantly messaging her, always putting her in the center of your own life. It's too much on her.
>She has a career she needs to fulfill. She has her life that she needs to live. She has her happiness that she needs to find for herself, and that your obsession with her only creates doubt and guilt. She feels that she's just been leading you on. She isn't happy seeing you like this.
>All she wanted to do was give you a glimpse of joy. But now she knows that you can't take it without going too far. She knows you can't be happy if all you think about is her.
>You tell her that you just need her to be happy. You don't need anyone or anything else. You beg her not to leave you.
>"I'm sorry, anon. I can't. All you care about is me, but never yourself. You need help. I can't help you if you can't see that. I can't help you if you can't help yourself."
>Kronii turns around and walks away. You don't know how to process this feeling. You're crushed, frozen in shock and despair. It's over. Or maybe it never even begun.
>You couldn't make her happy. You couldn't make yourself happy. You took your chance and wasted it. Your obsession was too much for her to handle. You hate yourself. It was never going to work out. You knew that, but you lied to yourself, believing it would make you happy. You thought you would be happy if you finally had her. You were wrong.
>It's over.
>Over.

>>18112871
>>18112890
>"Wow, seems like all the top Kronies on my spreadsheet are from 4chan and are all gay. Looks like I won't have to worry about a thing!"

Will her noticing a picture of your pet really make you happy? Or are you just looking to temporarily fill the void in your lonely heart from a girl who sees you as a speck of dust in an hourglass of sand? Do you really think that sort of superficial acknowledgement is more than what it is? She's happy enough with you being there and contributing to the discussion, even if it doesn't get noticed, and you should feel the same!

>>17747471
That's because you need to do it yourself! No one can save you except yourself, after all!