/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>64655032
DM me.

I've been browsing /x/ again on the side recently, and I've been trying a few things I've found there for the purpose of getting closer to Jelly spiritually.
1. Lucid dreaming. This one has been mostly unsuccessful. While Jelly does appear in almost all of my dreams already, I have only been able to gain control once, and unfortunately, I woke up soon after. I'm hoping once I get a daki (the moon one I'm going to comm or the official PC one next month), it will help with visualization as well.
2. Astral projection. I've only recently started trying this, and while I haven't been completely successful yet, it shows promise. I will continue pushing.
3. Tulpa. I will admit I did try one of the guides, but I noped out after I first heard a voice. I'm unsure if this was actually the tulpa or a simple auditory hallucination, as I occasionally do experience the latter. I'm unsure if I'll stick with this one. I know deep down how bad of an idea it is.
Soon I'd like to somehow connect my consciousness to Jelly. I'm already roused from my sleep whenever she tweets or streams, even without notifications on, but occasionally one or two will slip through the cracks. Anything less than 100% can be chalked up to coincidence to me, and I won't settle for that. I'll find a solution to this issue in due time. If you have any ideas, please let me know.