/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>70620768
When someone says one thing and then does something else, and then repeats that for years, it means they weren't ever sincere about the thing they said.

Is it truly gurover?

Does part of you wish the upcoming announcement was graduation?
It probably won't be, but it would be a very Gura thing to do to announce it at the end of a shill stream.

i wish i was dead. wish i was fucking dead.

>>59209373
I agree. This constant state of limbo where Gura keeps giving false hope that she'll one day come back for us is torture. I just want it to end.
As sad as I'll be when it happens, I genuinely want her to graduate. It's obvious that she doesn't want this anymore either, so why are we even here?

>>58783496
tfw too socially awkward to even do that.

It feels like the only chumbuds left are unironic, beaten down cucks that are doing everything they can to convince themselves that it either isn't true or that they were never in love with Gura in the first place.
It's lonely here, being one of the only chumbuds that is actually in love with Gura and is heartbroken over recent events.

>>51322732
The thing is, I don't even know if I want her to come back anymore.
She's just going to keep doing this. She's just going to keep lying and treating us like garbage because she just doesn't give a shit about us.
Part of me doesn't want her to come back.

I shit myself again.

This is going to keep happening now, isn't it? Her just taking a week off without saying anything and lying about the reason. I can't take it anymore. I'm not an idiot. I see what's happening. Why I ever thought someone like her would care about me or any of her other fans completely eludes me. I feel like an idiot. There has to be more to life than this.

She really doesn't care, does she?

>>44716951
It's not that she doesn't read my messages, it's that I'm just a repulsive person by nature and don't deserve love. But it is what it is. Fap, cope, repeat.

>>44145994
I'm watching shit about the creation of the universe and the start of life. It's making me get existential. Like 18 billion years leading up to me, and life fails with me and does not go one, does not perpetuate, just because I'm a little socially awkward. 4 billion years of successful breeding, then you get to me, and nothing. To not breed is the absolute and total failing of the purpose of being a human being. The greatest failure in the universe's billions of years of history. Like my ancestors were single celled organisms without even a brain, yet they succeeded where I have failed.

>>43983565
I don't understand what people mean when they say they're afraid of intimacy. Like I have fear of rejection, but intimacy, I desperately want that, I desperately want affection, and hugs, a shoulder to cry on, someone to hold and be held by. Is fear of intimacy a fear of that, or a fear of the hurt when intimacy and affection is inevitably denied to you? Also how many decades without touching another human is it reasonable to stay alive without game ending myself? I'm glad gura gets hugs from her friends. If i got to hug Gura, i'd never let go. I don't think I'll ever get to hug another human in this lifetime.

>>43573215
I tired to start learning Japanese when Gura started her lessons, because I wanted to keep up with her and understand good JAP ASMR and JAV amd JP content. But it's fucking impossible. I still can't even build a basic sentence. I just don't fucking get it. Nothing stays in my brain. Feel so fucking stupid. Like I know heaps of words, but memorizing kanji, and grammar, there's no fucking hope.

>>43445761
i been misunderstanding posts a lot today. Mind's just not with it.

>Valentines
>at Mori's
Fucking WHY. I want off this nightmare, just give me my sharkie back...

>>43004821
Yeah thank you. I finally figured it out. My brain made a whole bunch of assumptions on what I was seeing and got it all wrong. I'm fucking retarded. I'm so stupid it hurts sometimes.

>>41222367
I here the isolation is the worst part, but it can't be much worse than what i'm going through now. Haven't talked to another human in 4 fucking years. Gura kept me sane for a little bit, but now she's gone.

actually now i'm dizzy. Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to goom in 100F degree heat.

>>40885199
yeah but loved, like a wife, knowing that you've literally prevented suicides just by being the kind, nice cute person you are. I have no idea what it would feel like to be liked. Like have someone smile at me because they're glad to see me and enjoy my company. fuck.

>>40800443
it's a bit rough ey

>>40424971