/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>29034603
>>29034308
I know a /here/ streamer that livestreamed their suicide attempt and got 1 view. Mine got 1000+ views because I marketed it as "how to make money online saving lives".

I'd say you seem to have made up your mind already on your future path but by token of your reaffirming yourself by venting into the schizo voice your actions show otherwise. I will warn you though if you are expecting more attention because of embracing negative attention you're shit out of luck, every other day someone livestreams a mass killing and suicide and they are considerably more hardcore. Riding motorcycles on drugs in wrong way city traffic and swatting/doxxing yourself might sound fun and awesome, but I assure you as your body starts shutting down in physical function your instinct takes over and you literally shit yourself.

Results > Actions > Words
Good luck in your journey of self-discovery. We'll be here when you need to rest.

>>22652601
You get traumatized from crashing your car and motorcycle and then you become obsessed with reliving it with a different outcome as with any trauma, so yeah.

pic taken for /o/ so fuck off about the reflection.