/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Feel free to ignore, Ruffians, I just needed to get it off my chest.
I think about it even now, you know. About how I didn't support them from the beginning; the very beginning. "They have the others, so what's the point in me joining in? Even if I don't try and reach out to them, I'm sure the other fans will." I thought that for the longest time. Then, they left, and I felt nothing but regrets. "If I had just properly supported them, if I had just shown them love, maybe it wouldn't have had to end this way." I was, and am, filled with nothing but those regrets. It was then that I swore, if they came back, I'd support their dreams to the best of my ability. I would stop relegating myself to the background. I would stop being just a number. I would talk in chat, I would participate in their activities, and I would try to let them hear my voice. To let them know that, this time, I'm here. And I was given that chance. Those regrets may never leave me, but at least I know now that I'm doing my best to be there this time, so that the amount of regrets I harbor don't increase.