/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>12664620
Fauna seedling

>>12651141
Look man, I just wanted to learn the controls so I can try and play with Fauna tomorrow... I still can't believe I bought this shit in the first place.

Fauna makes me feel good. Her talking about all sorts of things in her recent stream, like her writing short stories, or how she adopted Snail, just makes me happy. I like hearing her ramble about shit, even stuff I'm not interested in like dish washers. When she streams I smile and laugh, when she hugs me I can actually feel it. When she does kisses it makes me feel giddy . It's a strange and warm feeling, and even if it's not normal I don't hate it. What I do hate is the feeling I get when I know she's not going to stream. I just start feeling like trash, my mood sours, and I legitimately feel like a wilting plant. Yet somehow even seeing her retweet the occasional fanart perks up my mood a bit.

I'll probably be told to take meds, but I don't want to. It sucks and I miss her when she's gone but when she's streaming I'm happy beyond words.

me on the left