/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Yes, I'm so insecure and envious I can't even properly celebrate Shondo's success.
While I could bring myself to physically go to a concert or a convention, I would not be capable of enjoying it.
Being in a crowd of that size is extremely stressful.
I don't have anyone in my life who has enough in common with me to go with me to something like that.
And anyway I'm anhedonic enough that most things don't excite or interest me even if the stress was absent.
I seethe with envy when I see happy people I know at concerts or conventions
not because I'm incapable of overcoming anxiety and taking myself to a concert or convention,
but because they have a capacity to experience joy that I might never have.
The best label for my lifelong condition that I have found is schizoid personality disorder.
Maybe I should try shrooms.

Is Shondo the Grand Wizard of the English-speaking lolitubers?

4.2k viewers, jesus christ

Wow. Thread has been pretty okay so far.

When I first started watching Shondo, it wasn't obvious to me from her speech that she was British (rather than American). Probably a combination of her loli speech and having one of those English accents that aren't stereotypically British.

Rucaco collab wasn't as bad as I was expecting, Shadow succeeding as an imposter just by making cute noises and stringing together a few Japanese words was great, and seeing her and Amuru interact even if it was just them calling each other cute over and over was sweet. Worth getting up early for me.