/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>What is the value of getting a reply, is it so important?
I feel acknowledged by someone I admire and respect, my kokoro goes doki doki and I feel happy I made her laugh.
It's also nice when other people laughs at something I said or posted. The mysterious and rare feeling of being liked.
>do you feel addicted
At this point yes, but I think it's better to be addicted to her dancing than playing some vidyas or masturbating all day avoiding every single living being as usual.
Someday she will disappear, day by day, the whole market of chuubas is unpredictably evolving.
I want to make happy memories before she disappear.
>Do you consider her a real friend or just a source of entertainment?
From the bottom of my broken soul, I hope for the mix of these two options. I've never had friends living in my city but only in internet, so maybe that's why I treat interactions differently.
>How do you feel if you comment and get no response?
I'd be dishonest if I said I don't feel a thing, It's like a shot of heroin when she acknowledge my stupid sense of humour or honest thoughts, luckily though; she's a lovely groomer and always responds in the encouraging way to OC her fans make. I usually can predict if she will reply or not to some smaller reaction reply of mine and that's totally fine.
>Because I assume the worst if I don't know their reasons.
"Bravery is cute."
Despite her being full impulsive menhera, she's very outgoing and inspire me to work on my social skills and feel less afraid of society.
I can't say for every dad, but maybe this respond will give you a small insight about some of most schizo parts of her fanbase.