/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Goodnight /hlgg
It´s always fun to watch movies with (you) and Ame

>More excited for Ame's date stream than you could know
>every time I do I can't help but think about the idea of dating and it brings me to her history
>Can't stop picturing her face down on some well used mattress every night, moaning like a whore while some other man is grunting on top of her. Using her like his plaything while she tells him she loves him. This happened probably daily for years with at least two different men.
I feel like I'm going to be fucking sick. This popped into my fucking head this morning and its made me miserable all fucking day. I don't even want to get out of bed and theres no way in hell I can watch the stream without throwing up. I feel fucking dead inside. I wish I could find the guy who revealed that shit and fucking strangle him to death in the street. You ruined something that was supposed to be the fucking day I had been waiting for all this time and if I could murder you I fucking would. How do other teammates deal with this shit? It makes me want to fucking scream