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>I hate myself so much.
>Everything I loved about Matsuri was a lie.
>I cannot heal my heart anymore.
>I'm so tired.

>I cannot understand why she did that
>This is so sad and painful
>I don't want to remember her anymore
>I want to kill the past

>I'm already done with her
>I want to hide my jealousy and regret
>It is so ugly to survive
>I'm feeling so lonely

>I dislike myself so much
>For believing all her lies
>But i dislike her even more
>For believing all her lies

>>1178073
The pain is searing. So hot that you don’t notice the dull warmth dripping onto your skin that sits above the water’s surface. It’s not before you begin to fade as the water goes from a flowery scented pink to an iron-heavy red. “This is all his fault” you think to yourself. He showed you a life you thought was lost to you. He loved you unconditionally. He was your strength when you were weak and your light in the darkness. He was your angel. Your last regret is him having to find you like this. Such a sad, weak, worthless girl.

He doesn’t deserve someone like you...