/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>40472982
Then do it. If you still have this sentiment in your head being envious of others who've done it just start learning to detach yourself from her bit by bit. I mean it should be easy to do since she doesn't stream much on neither Nazuna or Mikeneko with exception to her cast which may hinder your progress. I get you're just venting and shit but I'm not going to act here and encourage you to stick around and all that fermenting thoughts like that. As always your health has to come first physically as well as mentally.