/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>4376839
It never gets old. Goddamn sexy zoombie

I watch a lot of her streams even if it's a game I hate or if she's collabing with people I dislike, and I like her design a lot too even though it's not normally my type of thing. I dislike when she tries really hard to be super excitable, or screams a lot, but I never turn the stream off or complain about it in the threads or in her chat. I dislike it when she pretends to be stupid, or if she keeps making lots of stupid jokes or zoomer references, but it makes the moments where that facade fades, and she shows fragments of her true self, special in a weird, comforting way. I roll my eyes whenever I read her tweets, but I feel kind of lonely when she's asleep or I don't have one of her VOD's playing in the background. I think of all these criticisms of her in my head, but when other anons actually post them or say them, I get pissed off and angry at them for saying rude things about her, and defend her even if she'd do things I'd otherwise detest.

What the hell is wrong with me. Why is this dumb zombie making me feel this way.