/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>47385942
As a Mikeneko / Rushia / Nazuna enjoyer, she isn't as much of a pushover as people believe. Normalfags tried bribing her content with money only to get told to fuck off next thing unicorn started making threads celebrating their victory and then it was their turn to get told to fuck off. She clearly has an idea of what kind of content and fanbase she wants to cultivate that's emancipated from what the whales with the most money have to say.

Yes ignore this if you don't care to read it, I think my oshi might have gotten the B word secretly, she's changed so much from the one I knew, especially how she acts towards us, she's very distant these days and like a completely different person. It might seem like jumping to conclusions, but I thought long and hard over it, and I've seen enough rrats around her over this past year that suggested as much, but I chose to believe her words instead and now I'm starting to feel like a fool.

Stuck in limbo now, wanting to move on but unable to because there is that pang of guilt in the back of my mind that made a promise to stay with her forever, and thinks "what if I'm wrong, and what if she goes back to being how she was if I just try harder". I'm kind of her only whale too and I've personally supported her to a ridiculous extent, so there is a bit of sunk cost fallacy too I guess. I don't, and won't ever anti her though, that's just a waste of time.

For now, I just admire other people's oshis from afar, especially yours. I'm a little jealous because I feel like it paid off in your guys' case to stay loyal despite the rrats, and well, here I am lol... kind of karmic justice for reasons I won't get into though. This is the first image of another girl I saved to my hard drive in over a year by the way. Sorry for the ramble. And sorry to the anons who stalk me and know I come here sometimes and are disappointed in reading this, it's hard not to have doubts these days.

You guys really are blessed I hope you know it, please continue to cherish your oshi.

>>24504050
>She starts blaming you for not caring enough because you take days off
>Accusing you of leaking information because she absolutely deleted those tweets before anybody saw them
>Threatens to tell everybody your home address if you don't let her move in so you can take care of her

>>24178489
The wild menhera yandere sex would be well worth whatever shit happens after