/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>41932434
good night bro, hope your oshi visits you in your dreams.

>>38894121
Before finding Filian every day was bleak, I literally did not see any color in the world, all was gray. I spent my days asleep or getting drunk so I can get unconscious again. I did not smile or laugh, there was no joy in my life.
But then, in my drunken stupor, I saw her short on youtube, it was the first thing in years that made me smile. At first, I felt very uncomfortable about that, because I thought Vtubers are cringe. So I tried Ignoring her, but youtube kept feeding me her shorts, so I finally decided to bite the bullet and check out her twitch.
It was the best decision in my life. Her exuberant youthful energy, kindness, silly attempts at humor, unfaltering will to try new things, and always keep moving forward. these things reminded me of better days in my past, times when I had friends and family, where I had actual life.
Ever since then I started fixing my life. dropped 70 lb of weight. stop drinking and smoking, and started exercising. Started going to therapy to treat my mental issues.
All of this is because I fell in love with a youthful anime girl on the internet. She saved my life quite literally, I had a date set to end it all.
For the rest of My life, I will be grateful to her and love her more than anything or anyone. She is the light of my life and the sole reason why I still walk this earth. No amount of words can express how much she means to me.