/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>49033839
I have 2 degrees that I got at the same time (one being software), I worked for a shitty startup for a year that collapsed and didn't pay me for half of the time I worked there (I got strung along and then just left and it fell apart), and worked contract for another company during covid for another year on a project that everyone had given up on when I showed up, which inevitably got canceled, and then I got let go because the whole thing got outsourced to india.

Afterwards I applied to about 2000 places, went through a ton of interviews, was messaging back hr doing followups because they always dropped the ball on interviews and things, and I just never could get hired. All tech is just laying off absolutely everyone for a while now and I think I'm just too much of a sperg to make it through video interviews.

Eventually I just gave up and decided to work on this game of mine because I feel like there is nothing else I can do. I hope it does well but it's one of those hopeless kind of feelings.

It's why I'm so stressed. I feel like I'm just going to die of stress and that will have been my entire life, which is why I spend multiple hours a day daydreaming about isekai, I just want to be in an isekai world and do a reset, I don't like my life at all and I don't feel like I have any options going forward other than working on this game. I just really really don't like my life.

>Women come and go; don''t rely on them for your self-worth.
I just want some warmth in my life and I'm reaching adachi tier loneliness.