/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

/Asp/ies, how you usually fill your social battery?
How to deal with low social battery shit? Is it only question of a habit?

My autistic ass was silent most of my lifetime.
And even with that debuff - I lost many points of social skill tree after some isolation.
I was disappearing time to time from any communities all my life ( even if I like this people)
Just too much communication can make me feel... sensory overloaded (?)
And I feel comfortable being silent in everyday life.
I don't feel lonely with internet, books, games, media and a lot stuff that you can do as hobby.
I was in full isolation for months and felt... good, as always. I experienced 0 problems or negative feelings (maybe some anxiety like "is my family okay" etc. I felt need to.. "ping" them. Just to be sure that everything is fine)
Communication is like.. 1 piece of cake - nice, 2 - great, 3 - hard, 4 - it's getting hard to breath but you can do this, 5+ - NO-GOD-PLEASE-NO
It's hard to describe even to define.
I like when people interacting with me.
I like my viewers. I am happy to have a very small but a really nice community.
So it's not menhera because I like people I have met, I like myself and what I am doing and I am not depressed.
It's not burning out because I am doing almost same stuff off stream just in STFU mode.
Just feel like social battery is too low

How to enlarge social battery?
Maybe I really need to throw my autistic ass to society more to leave my "comfort zone"?

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