/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>2324535
I can't sleep and it's not wvt so w/e I guess
I indulged in her fantasies, thought she was an adult into ageplay, she said and wrote multiple things to confirm this [that it was a character and herself was an adult] at first, I was stupid to do so without double checking ofc
I played along like she was indeed her character, sure it was gross but that was just some text exchange between 2 lonely fucks, to me
She wrote most of the messages and I just replied a few sentences
She was much much much more depraved than me an described things beyond my understanding where I just "right.."
She was the one messaging over and over and over and over and over
constantly, thousands of words, she wanted to talk every day
I was stupid and just happy to have some attention and I replied and I said whatever she wanted to hear, she sent me messages constantly and it felt nice to have someone like this share their deranged thoughts
I didn't actually ask for anything from her, she said she had feelings for me before blocking me and talking to me again without me asking anything, at this point I was cold and distant but she still unblocked me to talk to me an share her stupid fanfic with her and me, I never requested that, she did this herself, what the fuck was on her mind I don't know, she wanted either me or her dead so she took the path to kill me
she sent me many of pic related
all of this and she managed to put herself as the victim
Even if I was retarded to ever interact with that, she ruined my last hope in life, I'm not sure if on purpose or just for a laugh, or just because she's deranged, I have no idea, I have no hopes for anything anymore after seeing who I thought were friends turn on me and everyone I knew take the out of context and edited screenshots at face value and spit on me
I'm just counting every day until something take me