/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

She really is indestructible for me. Shes so fucking perfect its ungodly. I find other girls entertaining too, but this gremlin just hits literally every fucking spot for me. She's a literal perfect woman. Never in my fucking life would i thought id be infatuated with a real woman, and here i am proven wrong. It hurts even fucking more than anime women you know. Shes real, shes out there, and if i could work hard enough for it, i might even have a chance with her. But right now at this very moment im in pain. Its so fucking weird. 23 years of my life and i thought my interest in real women would disappear due to how repulsive the vast majority of them are. And then like a fucking lightning strike she comes in. Dragging my emotions through mud, fucking somehow both amplifying and completely getting rid of both my insecurities and desires.
At some point in my life i only ever wanted to make it for anime girls. Now i only want to make it for her. I dont remember last time i talked to them in my fucking head since ive started watching her. She really is a fucking blessing.
Ill fucking make it no matter what. For her.

>>17066939
why is it like this