/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>52092090
You're asking one question and answering another one without even understanding it.
Can you change as an adult? Yes. Coco changed, NijiEN's Nina changed a lot, you can do it too.
Can you reach your internal ideal of what you consider a better person? No, it works as a psychological horizon: always present, always in view, always moving away, never reachable.
Think about it, really get that noggin joggin. Would an ideal, an internal goal have any point if you could reach it? You could just lay down and die once you're there, after all. Instead, it drives you forward. Ever alluring, ever evolving to stay out of reach. You're chasing a carrot on a stick, and that's what life is all about. Unattainable perfection tricks you into improvement.