/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>7693202
>unironically the existence of the Discord server
The discord is a good way of filtering the discussions, all the bored dads that spent their days timelooping and shitposting are now in the offtopic channels taking about random shit
I'll miss the fast threads, but this is the best for Bea

I think this is it for me. I have persuaded myself that minecraft server and minecraft discord server are fine. But seeing how she chats and interacts in the minecraft and the discord after abandoning those threads, purging her twitter and reducing her streaming time on the claims that she doesn't have time has proven to be too much for me.
Beatani was the first vtuber that I subscribed to, first that I membered and followed on twitter. I've watched every single one of her streams ever since she enabled the membership. Most of her streams are at 4 am for me but I've changed my sleeping schedule going to sleep early and waking up early because I wanted to catch her live no matter what. It felt great to watch her streams and be a part of the community.
However nowadays it just doesn't feel the same for me. The threads just feel empty and pointless now. She has moved on from here and I don't feel like coming here every day just to read hundreds of posts of hornyposting mixed with schizoposting and shitposts anymore. Why not join the discord? I've had some expierience with small communities that I cared about turning to shit leaving everyone involved desperate and angry at each other and I don't feel like watching something like this again.
I am not one of the highprofile dads and my OC never left the /yah/ and the booru so hopefully no one will notice that I am gone. I wish to all of you guys happiness and I wish to Beatani to be successful in all of her aspirations.
Sorry for my drunk rant. Sorry if there are some mistakes. Sorry if some parts make no sense. Maybe I'll feel better after I drink myselff to sleep.
Matane bea bea
tl;dr weak dad leaving

>Wake up
>Find out that Beatani is not following you anymore
Not gonna lie, it hurts a little. But maybe this is the best for her, so I will try to not think too much about it.
I don't really care about this twitter drama, I just want the bear to be happy and keep having fun with us
BEA LOVE

>>6570689
Happy ending with Bea!

Even though you are a Neet,
I can love Dads and Moms
Even though you are foolish,
I love you Bros, and Sisters
Every day, every time
I can stay with you on XP hill
So please subscribe to me

>>6425868
Confirmed to shitpost and samefag in her own threads.

I WANT TO HUG BEATANI FROM BEHIND AND KISS HER NECK! I WANT TO TELL HER EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY AND FEEL THE WARMTH OF HER SKIN (SHE HATES IT)! HUGGING HER FOR MINUTES THAT FEEL ETERNAL! MY HEART BEATS LOUDLY AND I FEEL EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT IN THIS LIFE! I CAN SMELL HER UNWASHED BODY! "BEA, LET'S PLAY MINECRAFT TOGETHER". IT'S THE BEST DAY. NOTHING ELSE IS NEEDED! AFTER PLAYING WE HAVE SEX!!

>>6181296
Our bear is the strongest

I love my menhera bear-daughter like you wouldnt' believe.

>>6084857
You know, these past weeks have been a little rough, but remembering the birthday stream makes me feel better about the bear
It was beautiful, we all did our best to make her happy

>>6007566
Me

>>5990274
It's an amazing game, but it's also long, very story heavy, and you can spend hours and hours playing its minigames and doing the side quests (they are pretty funny). I don't think she is going to finish it on stream, but it should be fun.

KUMAGAI CHISATO. I DEMAND A NAKED DOGEZA. I will be expecting it today, and it's not published, prepare for the consequences.

>I think about Bea whenever I do my hand reps

I think I'm actually falling in love. Maybe it's already too late. The distance between us just amplifies my feelings for her because over the internet you never really know who somebody is, and I can imagine her as being perfect to fill in all the blanks. It hurts to think that she might not even be real, and just a made up personality to entertain, shit she could even despise me if she ever actually acknowledged my existence in the first place. I always try and call out to her in the chat with sweet messages, compliments, and a cute emote, but she doesn't respond. I've never even been in love with a real girl let alone a girl on the internet so my heart never knows how to feel recently because this kind of relationship isn't natural and my body only feels sick when I think about it. God fucking damn it I hate this feeling of hopelessness I got since finding out about her, but I can't live without the butterflies she gives me everytime I see her. She's amazing, talented, cool, cute, and we'll never EVER be together. Every stream I tune in to find out more about her, I spam F5 on Twitter in case something new appears, I browse the thread and get super defensive when others criticize her. It's fucked, I'm fucked, I just wanted to have fun watching a vtuber, not get catapaulted between heaven and hell every few hours. Go ahead and laugh, call me whatever, turn me into pasta, but I can't even deny at this point that I love Chihiro. No this is not a joke. Beatani already has so many established and dedicated fans I know there's no chance with her, so this just kind of happened. I used to love Bea, but as time went on and I learned more and more, I had a change of heart. They say if your love is real you'd never fall in it again, so I accept it, sad as it is. Even if she isn't real I think that would be fine, maybe even better for me because I'd at least know the truth and just fucking kill myself. I hope this post doesn't negatively impact Beatani in any way but I feel like this had to come out, and I know I'm not the only one feeling this way.

>>5771510
Yes, and she is my oshi

>>5675622
Don't die dad, ok?

>>5660588
Her new model is REALLY FUCKING GOOD, I can't say it enough times
It's a shame she is not looking for a job in this industry, she is crazy talented

>>5623681
Both are good, but zatsudans tend to be funnier and allow us to know more about Bea
The minecraft streams have been pretty good so far tho, I think the endings are a good excuse for the bear to be more honest with us than usual

>>5497672
If Risu is /here/ she should, at this point /yah/ is one the fastest threads of the board

>>5449756
I love the schizo bear!

THIS is you're daughterwife!?

I feel like the updated model is going to get her lots of new soon, it's so fucking good

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADS