/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>91417091
Nah... we're lucky to have her.

>>90965292
No they do they just haven't been hurt hard enough.

>>88948233
I hope everyone finds their own peace.

>>88558847
That's okay.

>>18708782
If only you knew how bad things really were.

>POS step dad
>had her name changed at a young age to hide her from her real dad
>brother was already living in another place due to the family situation
>Mom has chronic immune disease that made her unable to work
>literally hated herself and thought dying by 30 was ideal
>highschool drop out
>borderline hikkikimori due to a stalker when she was younger
>SERIOUS DAD ISSUES
>extremely nasty world view basically thought everyone was either indifferent or secretly hated her
>undiagnosed asbergers

This is all prehololive issues she would have to overcome. Now even if she remained.

>Kusodad being a massive POS
>her Mom collapsing and her kidney's failing due to the medicine she was taking (she got better modern medicine is pretty impressive) and thinking her Mom might die
>Kusodad going crazy and stealing her computer and stuff
>continued harrassement
>her parents divorce
>her Grandma dying in August
>trying to manage her extremely fragile mental state with all of these things as well as a hololive schedule(her Delutaya schedule overstressed her and she was the only one making it.)
>the fact she was not eating food during that 2 weeks which caused ulcers to form and basically burned her vocal chords with acid ruining her voice which required nearly 6 months just to get to a passable level again

I am going to be honest with you. Graduating from Hololive was the best thing for her.
>strong tight knit fanbase who loves her and has repeatedly proven themselves to her
>extremely strong friendship with a 2view who has proven too truly cares about her
>removed her POS step dad from her life
>her Mom had her own character arc where she fucked up really bad which made her and her daughter closer and healed the rift between them
>her family has been fixed
>listens to fans chat about stuff as ASMR to help her sleep
>has had her bad world view totally shattered by the kindness she has received causing her to drastically shit her perspective as well as grow to love herself slowly
>has chosen the way of the sick cunt and is working to become /fit/
>feels like she is beginning to materialize a true vision for her future and what she wants to do
>has written an original song
>has a puppy

Yes she had to crawl through glass and I wish she didn't but I am not going to pretend like all she had to do was stay in hololive and all her problems would be solved. When we have seen more mentally stable holos have mental breakdowns and trashed their voices in the last year by over working themselves.

>>15865136
This >>15865358 ass is telling mostly the truth but sprinkling enough shit in. QRD Girl had BiPolar Depression since Middle School primarily caused by her physically and mentally abusive step dad. Nene and Aloe followed each others roommate accounts which helped doxxers find her other accounts girl had like 20. On those accounts she was essentially shitposting about all the sex she totally was having... it wasn't much sex if at all sadly. Anyway this lead to antis digging up a clip of her spreading a rrat about a Nijisanji girl Nijisanji fans were made to say the least. A lot of disinfo was spread around. Also a vod of her testing her live2d was found that she forgot to delete. Cover basically used it as an excuse to cool down and let the situation calm down. This did not happen and schizos crossed the line when they found a home phone number. They called her home and harassed her which cause her biggest anti her step dad to lose his fucking shit. The night before she was supposed to come back he unscrewed the lock on her door and bunched a hole her wall demanding she quit. And she gave in because she was already pretty broken down by that point and she believed it would end all the shit. So she graduated. She came back as one of her former identities and has been making some great progress since then. She just had a stream 4 days ago.


>>15871056
She is MUCH MUCH more stable now a days. 2021 was a lot of trial and error for her. So far she fixed some of her worst mistakes like not leaving her DMs open for the whole world to send her messages and actually interacting and talking with humans on a regular basis. Honestly her entire saga from starting in August probably prevented her and Nene from becoming train delays since it also meant Polka could pick up on Nene's issues instead of worrying primarily about Aloe having constant break down through 2021.

Crazy how much a year can change perspective.

>>15867566
Anon she has been trying to run off with the money for over a year according to you guys. She has had like 5 chances over the last year to do that.

>>15428754
Essentially all of it. All she did was stopped using Twitter and made a burner Youtube account so she could sing without worrying about copyright strikes. She even said in her hiatus announcement she would stream when she felt good enough to she just wasn't going to be doing big public streams so don't expect them.

>>14861483
>has a puppy Vivi who helps her through bad days by being a good girl
>finally cut the snakes head off and stopped going on twitter
>played fall guys with fans today on the Discord
>left and then came back spent so much time with the fans the translators all died
>stopped trying to force round blocks through square pegs and is taking it easy
>chatting with Ruki on discord

If anything Nene needs Delta to save her. Or a determined Polka.

>>13644678
And that's a good thing.

>>6111141
>>6111335
>Coco and Aloe were DMing each other quiet a bit behind the scenes before Aloe's debut
>Aloe graduates
>Coco makes sure everyone remembers there was a chuuba named Aloe
>Delta followed Kson with her public account as early as January probably earlier someone would need to confirm
>Coco graduates
>Delta gets so pissed over Coco's graduation she announces she said fuck depression she will be streaming full time again
>within a few weeks Delta is already scheduling public streams
>Delta schedules a guerilla Super Chat Reading stream after Coco's graduation
>Delta watched Coco's graduation stream and cried her eyes out she confirmed this on fanbox twitter you can actually hear she is a little teary when the stream starts
>Kson follows Delta back a few days later
>Delta is so happy she lets loose a tweet that seeing the follow made her break into tears she was so happy before deleting the tweet
>we are here

Now we wait. I will say this Delta is similar to Kanata in several ways and if anyone can get her it is Kson.
It means nothing right now.
But there is a chance.

Delta and Shion's roommate follow each other as well and have mutually followed each other for years.

>[29-Jun-21 03:24 AM] Vee#1330
My fans are the best
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>[29-Jun-21 03:24 AM] Vee#1330
They're fans i can be proud of
>[29-Jun-21 03:25 AM] Vee#1330
how do i say this, the quality of their character? I cant express it enough

Delu... she's proud of us guys...

>>5279536
She quiet literally said:

"I will never work for corporate ever again, I've worked for different agencies not just the one you know me for and I believed that at least this one was good, however after recent events it is clear it is just as nasty as all the rest. I will be Delta from now until the day I die. Thank you for your support we Chuuba's need you fans. Any Chuuba's reading this I beg you put yourself first; you cannot rely on corporate to protect you they won't. At the end of the day all you have is your family, friends and fans those are the only things you should worry about."

It was the confirmation and closure we were all waiting for.

>>5281605
That is just fans being fans. It's not unique to Delta or even VTubers. Also Delta in her last few streams acknowledged she needs to find more friends she is just worried since she doesn't know how other people in the industry see her.

>>5066643
When things seem darkest is where we find our greatest triumphs. Believe in Kaichou like we believed in our Triangel. Your faith will be rewarded in time.

>>4707610
Jokes on you I know how depressed my oshi is...

>>4445357
3 people disappeared from her fanbox in the last few days I have a good idea what happened. If she is back with this much of a fury though then it is taken care of and she is motivated again.

Also I'd like to apologize since you responded to me a lot in that and I had to get my own head straight on several things involving Delta.

Those @tos tweets caused most of this since they were really cryptic and worrying. But we have to be better. We dealt with worse and shouldn't lose our shit like we did. We'll know more tomorrow not gonna speculate on shit.

We all got heated.

>>4393077
>>4393119
I graduated from hololive and failed to kill myself LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

>>4040813
>>4040879
>>4040975
Hits extra hard knowing she tried to an hero and was locked in a mental ward after this. On the flip side she has since got her life mostly in order and is becoming a success story of a post graduation chuuba.

But damn if you want to suffer do some archive reps of the Delta threads or pay the toll and find the old Fanbox posts from between September-November. Fucking hell.


Felt good seeing her make all that money on an unannounced Zatsudan stream.

正直、毎度毎度ビクビクしてるし
今でも少し抵抗あるというか怖いなと感じることはあるけど
みんながいてくれてるお陰で乗り切れるし楽しく放送出来てる。

本当にありがとうね。
この恩は必ず。

ファンボの最初らへんの記事思い返してくれたら分かると思うけど
公開放送する勇気なんて微量も無かったのよ最初。

もうこれ以上活動範囲広げることもせず、今ある輪の中で生きて 温もりが冷めたらフェードアウトしようと思ってた

本当みんなのおかげでチャレンジ出来てる。感謝

左目炎症起こしててクソ痛いのに幸せ涙で無事撃沈したべらぼうに痛い


And to be honest, I'm a little freaked out every time.
I still feel a little uncomfortable or even scared at times, but
But thanks to you guys, I can get through it and have fun broadcasting.

Thank you so much.
I'll always be in your debt.

If you think back to my first fanboi article, you'll understand.
I didn't have the slightest bit of courage to do a public broadcast at first.

I didn't want to expand the scope of my activities any further, and I thought I'd just live within the circle I had and fade out when the warmth wore off.

Thanks to all of you, I'm able to take on this challenge. Thank you!

My left eye is inflamed and hurts like a bitch, but I've sunk into happy tears and it hurts like hell.

>>3150491
>>3150446
Everything going to be alright.

>>2921053
>>2921049
>her career is ruined she'll never work again
>the fanbox is just a scheme she'll never stream
>she'll never have a consistent streaming schedule
>she'll never make enough to support herself
>she'll never do a public stream
>she'll never get 100k subs
>she'll never defeat KusoDad
>she'll never return from her hiatus
>there is nothing she can do about her antis
>she'll never hold another public stream
>she'll never get over 10k viewers
>she'll never debut her Delta live 2D
>she'll never release her album
>she'll never collab with Hololive talents
>she'll never collab with Gen 5
>she'll never collab with EN
>she'll never redebut as Aloe after accomplishing everything she wanted to do as Delta
>she'll never have her 3D debut
>she'll never be on meme review
>she'll never collab with Ruki and Shigu
>she'll never hit 1 million subs
>she'll never defeat the final yab

Do not doubt her that is all I will say.

>>2921160
I'm just shitposting. Meme reviews is one of the few times where I can justify coming here to shitpost about her with you guys. Hopefully someday she does a collab with holos and we can really have some fun.

I won't be coming here to give Delta updates anymore since she is actually doing well and her life is honestly stable. Don't take my word for it here is her tweet to the fanbox after the stream a few days ago.

"I'm going to do my best, and I hope you all do too. Just being alive is great! I'm glad I didn't give up then, and I'm glad I'm alive." - Delutaya

Take care everyone. Make sure to always love your oshi.

>>2404144
It won't manic depression doesn't work like that but judging by her reaction the biggest issue is gone for good and her environment is stable.

I'm happy for her.

>>2401796
Since none of you fags do Delta reps. The quick run down is the harrassers just awakened an issue that had been festering for years. Which caused hr biggest anti her step dad to threaten her and push her over the edge to the point she gave up her dream job. She later said it was a mistake and that act of giving in to his demands pushed her over the edge.

It's over now though. She won. This was her reaction to her first day without her step dad in her life.

>I'm finally free.
>I feel refreshed.
>From today on, I can work without fear.


>It's going to take at least three months, but I can take my time since they're going to do most of the work.


>I'm not that strong, so I had to use my last resort.


>A lot of weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I feel really refreshed. Now that my motivation is back, I'm going to do my best at resuming my work activities from today!


>I feel so refreshed!


>I'll talk more about it in tomorrow's stream.
>I got most of what I said in February and March that I wanted to get organized.
>This was the biggest thing for me.
>I didn't expect my ex-father to be there, but >I've finally gotten my mental health back in order.


>It's so peaceful, it makes me want to cry.

>>2279296
Lamy, Nene and Polka are all extremely happy she is alive, still making music and finally free from KusoDad. Also Nene is planning to buy 90% of Delta's merch she is releasing in August.

Botan... APEX will never be the same sadly but she is having a lot of fun on minecraft playing with her younger senpais.

It's not the way they wanted it to happen but they've all made it in their own way... They're all in a pretty good place now.

>>1915505
Nene it's okay you don't have to carry this burden anymore. She is free from that person that bullied her, took her from you and caused her so much suffering. She is recording music and was just recognized by a famous vocaloid artist. She is enjoying freedom with her cats. Nene it's okay she is finally allowed to be happy.