/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>91630277
>is this weird to say?
>in public transport i kinda like being sandwiched between people
>it's like comforting lowkey..
>it feels like you are being hugged
>the pressure feels kinda nice
>guys... when you are sandwiched between people and your arms are touching each other, that's kinda comfy, no?
>well i think it's kinda comfy

>>when is the last time you got a hug
>today actually, when i left my roomie
>last time i was deeply embraced was by my mother, couple weeks ago
>last time someone hugged me that wasnt my mother or my bestie was... i dont remember
>i do want weight on me when im sleeping

>honestly it doesnt make sense
>because i think being smooched between strangers is super comfy
>but an actual hug with somebody i dont know is really awkward and a little bit weird

>i need a service where there's a bunch of people in a train car and we're kinda smooched together and our arms are touching... i feel i've been explaining myself for 10 minutes
>there's just a comfort to it okay?
>and when they dont move away too it's like "you trust me..."

>im just bad at affection
>when girls on the VSMP were coming to each other and being like mwahmwahmwah i love you i was so awkward and robotic doing it back
>but the VSMP did help me a lot with that

>i dont think i've ever said i love you to my friends but of course i love them
>it's so much easier to be sick and twisted and evil >>91635515

Essie is extremely touch starved...