/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

The Male vtuber discourse is always extremely depressing and honestly not even that helpful in the end because the majority who doesn't like watching male vtubers are already look upon them in a very bad faith, some are people who don't trust males with their oshi because hey shit happens and then drama happens.

Of course numbers matter somewhat to me, but who doesn't? Even if you are completely oblivious to it, you will eventually pay attention to stuff like slow chat rate, or people following you constantly but not really returning. A lot really is not even once fault, the expectations are completely different, lots of males who somewhat make it have a really good reputation with community, or has a solid stepping stone and thats not bad either, the ones who made it. Honestly congrats to you!

A lot of time is very scary to do something above expectation because of the weight of it, sometimes you honestly can't be creative enough because either lack the talent or not even a strong PC to go above and beyond. I look at spike for a lot of inspiration for myself because i seen him do amazing stuff for someone pc is on FIRE and many times i have which he had even more support for him to upgrade and do more amazing stuff.

Even sometimes is how the community perceive you, I seen people who like me, but also people who just dislike me and is just a bummer, but can't please everyone. I will continue doing it as long as i can because i still truly enjoy doing the streams, i wish everyone to make it to. I have done lots of work that i am proud of myself of doing and thats what matter for me. I been quiet on not talking much about it cause its always toxic and not really much worth the time. But i kinda wanted to still write for those who still come here.