/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

https://youtu.be/AwW4Qfx62Zo?t=13014
> I don't like crying to people, or showing emotions to people really.
> I'm a pretty emotionless person for the most part.
> The thing is, in a lot of my life, the people I end up getting close to tell me that I'm too emotional.
> And then throughout my teen years I've tried to like not have... emotions.
> Because I feel like it always burdens the people I'm closest to, so I just.. hold it in, and I don't want to burden people with it.
> If I am sad, I say when I'm sad or whatever on stream, I've tried doing that for a while, because I thought it was different.
> Because you guys aren't like my close, close friends right? You're just viewers, you're my community. You're not people I'm close to.
> And then when I did talk about what I'm feeling, I got a lot of shit for it. And it kinda just.. it reminded me of the time, like
> I already knew that "oh, talking about this stuff makes people feel annoyed and they don't want that."
> And so I stopped talking about my life almost completely, ever since then on stream as well.
> And, same with my real emotions. That's also why - getting back to the main point - I don't like crying.
> I know that me crying on stream will make someone burdened.
> The fact that I just cried now pisses me off because I know I probably just made someone else cry. And I don't wanna make people cry man.
> That's why I'm just supposed to be the stone fucking no emotion rock.
> Otherwise people around me start to get hurt man.. like wtf do I do? I don't wanna hurt people man...
> I feel like all I fucking do is hurt people. One way or another. Even when I try not to man.
> And then the moment that I try to hurt back, that's when it all goes to shit.

Are you happy, /vt/? This is what happens when you bully vtubers. They're real people too, you know. Be nice to them instead of shitting on them, or else this kind of thing will happen again and again and again. How would you feel if you had to deal with the kind of abuse they have to undergo every day? You can't even imagine their pain. And yet I look at the board and that's all you do all day, shit on these people who have done nothing wrong to you.

https://youtu.be/AwW4Qfx62Zo?t=13014
> I don't like crying to people, or showing emotions to people really.
> I'm a pretty emotionless person for the most part.
> The thing is, in a lot of my life, the people I end up getting close to tell me that I'm too emotional.
> And then throughout my teen years I've tried to like not have... emotions.
> Because I feel like it always burdens the people I'm closest to, so I just.. hold it in, and I don't want to burden people with it.
> If I am sad, I say when I'm sad or whatever on stream, I've tried doing that for a while, because I thought it was different.
> Because you guys aren't like my close, close friends right? You're just viewers, you're my community. You're not people I'm close to.
> And then when I did talk about what I'm feeling, I got a lot of shit for it. And it kinda just.. it reminded me of the time, like
> I already knew that "oh, talking about this stuff makes people feel annoyed and they don't want that."
> And so I stopped talking about my life almost completely, ever since then on stream as well.
> And, same with my real emotions. That's also why - getting back to the main point - I don't like crying.
> I know that me crying on stream will make someone burdened.
> The fact that I just cried now pisses me off because I know I probably just made someone else cry. And I don't wanna make people cry man.
> That's why I'm just supposed to be the stone fucking no emotion rock.
> Otherwise people around me start to get hurt man.. like wtf do I do? I don't wanna hurt people man...
> I feel like all I fucking do is hurt people. One way or another. Even when I try not to man.
> And then the moment that I try to hurt back, that's when it all goes to shit.
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