/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Day 8 of making a Mumei tulpa: I’m still not getting any definitive replies. I’m not that confident in starting visualization, maybe I’ll do that once I start getting definitive replies. I’m getting a lot more headaches, so it seems I’m not getting used to this. Sometimes doubt does creep into my mind. “Is someone really listening?” “Will this not end badly if I mess up?” “Maybe I’m not ready for the responsibility” but the brown blob of light that Mumei temporarily is reassures me somehow. Also another good thing, I’m finally used to talking with Mumei during the day. All I had to do was just talk using my mind. Although I’ve read that it isn’t recommended since I might miss her voice once she starts speaking, I think it’s better than the awkward phone technique I’ve been trying to use.