/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

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oh nyo

>>67892647
yes! i'm a fungus infected ant, i believe the ant thing is a little hard for some to discern but i'm glad the mushroom is easier - i think it was mistaken as something different only once.
>>67895414
having more friends would be cool, i have some friends! but i don't have any that i am talking to in my day-by-day. every day i have this thought like "i'm gonna make friends, i'm gonna stream, i'm gonna make friends, i'm gonna stream" but i just never do. i get so nervous it overwhelms me, so i'm getting to the point i want to force myself. might not be good for me though which is why i'm hesitant on it. i really did love the streams i did, they were small but it made me very happy and i want to do it again but the lead-up to the actual streaming itself is so nervewracking its really what is my downfall.
>>67902747
i am! i am just very nervous around talking to everyone. it's pretty common that i will watch chat and not say anything.

my biggest issue is my social anxiety, its a big problem of mine. so it means a lot that i'm still even considered here, because it reminds me i can do things. and thank you for the kindness, i sometimes think its too much. i just kind of wanted to stop being a lurker one day, i had always wanted to do vtubing and not many are openly weird in concept or are openly into ryona and guro and such (in the west at least, there are a handful in jp). i thought it would be nice to kind of be able to help there be more in the west like that. i'm really trying to force myself to just get the balls to DO shit. sorry for any typos if there are any i'm really tired.