/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Just wanted to share something with you teamates.

> Usually, when I think or talk to myself, I do it in a mean way
> Belittling, cursing and such. Just don't like myself in general
> Bad at sticking to schedules, but going to the gym more frequently these days
> Really don't feel like going to the gym today
> Think of Ame and force myself to go anyways
> Negative thoughts surfaced again
> Out of no where I think to myself ''Don't say that, you know you're better than that''

For the first time in a long time, I had a thought that genuinely tried to encourage me.
Held back some tears when I felt kindness from me.

I might be actually doing it, Ame. I'm improving myself.