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>>17335988
Nice dubs! You can make it as vague as you want! I really don't know you so I can only make attempts at these readings anyway. I could be way off and you'd know it; it's why you should never pay money for this.

Here's your reading:

First of all, your question springs from the Reversed Knight of Swords. Swords are double-edged cards of intelligence and power, influence over others and general authority. Thoughts and beliefs as well.

The Knight of Swords usually stands for ambition, fast-thinking and being driven to succeed; it's a man riding a horse into action. But when it's reversed, it is about impulsiveness, burn-out and being restless. It's possible that your old ways are a quick fix of dopamine, a way to get cheap (You)s and feel good about yourself, if only for the moment. Maybe you're suffering from burn-out and you're worried that you'll need to resort to cheap, underhanded tactics to relive your part pleasures, and this is weighing over you.

The Reverse Seven of Pentacles is what is in your way. It is lack of long-term vision and limited success or rewards. It's possible that your previous shenanigans garnered you clout or attention in some way, and that once you stopped you've seen a decrease in that. Maybe you're currently not sure where to go from here on, you have no future goal per se, or rather no long-term plan, and this might be why your confidence is waning.

Cups represent creative and emotional energies and are closely related to water, the element of creativity and fluidity. The King of Cups represents emotional balance, compassion and diplomacy, but when reversed it is instead turned inwards. You need to look towards your inner feelings, consider your mood (especially if you are easily affected by it) and find the self-compassion to forgive yourself for minor transgressions... IF you are feeling bad about them. It's also easy to manipulate yourself emotionally, to convince yourself that you are entitled to act in a way that might be harmful to yourself or others, because of someone else's behavior towards you, or because you're feeling down, but that energy should instead be spent working towards improving yourself. FOR yourself.