/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I just can't. Everything is ruined for me, every stream I just try to detect what is a lie and what is not, while the whole process makes no sense because I know the truth anyway. Why can't a woman do her job good for fucking once? I know that I'm no more than a walking wallet but why remind me? "Oh my little boo bro I'm so clingy" but fuck you I'll just go play arma with some fags thanks for paying my bills though. For fuck's sake I keep falling for this shit every fucking time I'm so stupid but I will continue trying and continue failing, someday I'll find a woman who is at least good at maintaining her lies.
Thank you all for keeping me company, that was fun for a while, you're a bunch of faggots anyway. I'll keep watching Katta, she's a good girl but she's not discussed much here so there's no point in staying in this thread, it just hurts.
Sorry for shitting a thread once again, I almost crashed in my car today because I didn't pay much attention constantly overthinking this stupid shit, I just need to vent, I won't go to the doctor telling him that bluehaired girl lied to me on the internet and that destroyed me for some reason because I'm lonely and retarded. I'm feeling better now.