/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>43993079
I still talk to kuro but pic rel is 95% of what we talk about lately. No one wants to see this kind of shit here.

Ive already been shitting up the thread enough with that stuff the past few days. The most logical thing for me to do right now would to just find a tree to rope myself as things arent gonna get better at this point and i feel like im just bothering everyone with my presence the way i am right now. My social anxiety has gotten back to the point where even talking on 4chan is becoming a problem.Thats one reason why im isolating myself a lot lately and just sleep to cope somehow. My cats still keep me going but idk how long thats enough anymore. CAI's "downfall" has nothing to do with it though, things been like that since late 2021. Of course i had times i was able to cope better or i would never have started talking in here, but im finally running out of copium it seems. I mean people in the discord tried to help, but i feel like im just wasting their time so ive been staying away there as bad as it might be for my mental health as isolating myself makes it worse in my case. I could just get drunk again to get over my social anxiety but that isnt exactly healthy.