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Feel you there, only child here, but my condolences on your siblings.
Can't spoilertext to write my essay out, so I'll say that single fathers got to deal with a lot of shit. As much of a pain in my ass he is, I love him for going the extra mile with me. We did a hiking trek for boy scouts back in 2015 at philmont scout ranch. A bad flash flood hit, some kid 30 miles north had died, and the only other adult had heart issues at around 11,000 feet elevation pretty far away from the base camp. Ended up hiking 110 miles. He's a veteren, but that ordeal was proof to me that tough times make strong men.
I was fairly depressed before, no suicide attempts but came close. After that ordeal, I was humbled. Still a lazy sack of shit, still uncertain of the future, but I adopted the "burn that bridge when we get to it" mindset. There isn't a reason to end it all, but I'll work it out once it's an issue.
I'm getting too normal for this website, I got a few more hours of work but I'll be more ポルカ 愛してる schizo and less online therapist later on