/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>65465886
I have problems gaining weight and have been a skeleton my whole life. A long time ago I joined the military and they actually blocked me during recruitment because I was under weight, I didn't even know there was a lower limit. I go to the gym but only in an effort to obtain some sort of functional strength goals and keep my heart healthy, since I know trying to focus on making my body look buff will only end in disappointment and shame. I eat what I feel like is a ton, but it's never enough. I have no doubt Kiki would not be attracted to me in any way were she to see my body, but our relationship isn't physical anyway so that's okay and I don't let it bother me. I love Kiki and Kiki loves me.