/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I don't really have anything of value to say, but i believe that evaluating yourself is an important step towards becoming a better person. Even if you think you have no redeeming qualities you can only start working towards improving if you truly believe that the status quo needs to change.

Even when 99% of your energy is spent on talking yourself down, if just 1% of it gets converted to doing something productive even if just out of spite, it's a start you can build on.

I believe our brain has the ability to mend itself, it took me over 30 years to start breaking habits, and working towards something and I'm still very bad at it, but i know i can only work with that 1% of converted energy and that's ok. Some people might say venting is annoying and pointless but i think making yourself aware that you have the energy to cry out for help means there's something inside of you that wants to succeed. And as long as you have that and remind yourself that this drive exists, i think you have the ability to take care for it and nuture it.

And since you chose to come here and maybe even write down your feelings, however cringe it may be, we'll be here to watch you. We can't help you, but we can be witness.

Even if you never make it, vtubing can be used as a hobby to improve yourself and become a better person. Maybe after graduating you won't see the success in numbers but you can graduate from your old self and become someone you only hate with 98% of your energy.