/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

My mom just found my homemade gura daki wtf do i do

Does anyone else think vtubers are lowkey ruing their lives at first it wasn’t that bad i was invested in pic related for the first few months and she really grew on me but after a year i became obsessed i will cancel any and all plans if gura just happens to stream at that time and for her birthday merch and nendroid i just HAD to get it despite me not having alot of money to spear sometimes I genuinely get depressed and nearly cry when shes been radiosilent for too long i need to stop and get help but how tf do i explain this to a therapist?