/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

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Mysta was the one who really got me started watching EN regularly (I mostly watched JP before.) I still sincerely only want the best for him. But he has clearly become disillusioned with streaming over his time in Nijisanji -- and that's fair -- and I get the sense that now he only shows up to stream as Mysta because he would make less money as an independent streamer. I can understand that, too. I would put up with a great deal of stress to make the amount of money Mysta makes each month. It sincerely feels like, at least sometimes, he would be happier if his fans weren't there and he was on twitch as an indie instead of as a famous corporate vtuber... perhaps it's a fan-creator mis-match like with Axia Krone? I don't know. I just know he seems frustrated by his community and his job. But having said that, you can feel the tension is much higher than it used to be when he streams. Now, even a small thing going wrong is enough to sour his mood, when before it would take at least a little more than that.

Mysta's talked about disappearing to settle down with a wife and have a family, and if that's what he wants... I'm happy for him. If he disappears and we never see him again, I would be sad, because even now, I enjoy his content and I think he's very smart about what he creates, too. He's a very out of the box thinker and I really think he brings a lot to the industry. But if disappearing would be necessary for him to get out of his own awful headspace and find a way to be happy, then I'd be happy he made that choice, because it's like I said: I really wish he could be happy.

I really think Mysta is his own worst enemy. He gets caught up in his own fears and frustrations and that makes it so that he can't even enjoy the things he likes to do. I understand how it happens... I hope he can find his own happiness one day.