/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>leave a comment under random 2view stream
>she likes it and responds
>check out her livestream next and have an actual conversation with her
>she even likes some of my tweets
I had more interactions with a random indie girl in a week than I had with my big company oshi in two years and I don't know how to feel about this. All the effort, all the money and it's like I didn't even exist until now. My oshi probably wouldn't even notice if I was gone, just one superchat less in an endless stream of money, just one order less for the next batch of the goods. What was I even doing.
I took the indie pill and I don't think I can go back, even if I wanted to.