/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>54461271
>I was suppose to uh...kind of get a thing and uh, I didn't get the thing that I wanted
>Sure this may sound pretty petty and please don't make theories on what it is
>I don't want to uh, I don't want it to be a big drama thing but I just want to
>I just want to talk about it in like the most vague-est things possible just so you can understand what happened.
>But not actually saying what it is... I'm just trying to word things to make you guys understand what is going on

>I worked really hard.
>Put a lot of effort into The Thing
>I put a lot of time and effort into the Thing.
>And I didn't get the Thing
>That Thing.

>Normally wouldn't bother me as much.
>Normally I would just be like "Y'know what I didn't get the Thing.
>That's fine!" Y'know?
>I don't know why but like, something snapped in me.
>Something in my soul and I suddenly processed everything in the last year since the merge.

>Everything went insane in my head and I went through a mental-like rollercoaster out of no where and I couldn't bring myself to stream.

>It all hit me that...Nijisanji ID is not here.
>The thing I started with Sunset.
>Is just gone.

>I love Nijisanji, I don't want to hate Nijisanji.
>But I'm starting to dislike it a little bit.

>I fell in love with Nijisanji and I love it so much but....
>I don't know how to process the feelings all at once.

>I will be honest, there is nothing, nothing my staff is doing wrong.
>I love all the livers I love all the staffs.
>Its just a sad and unfortunate situation that ID is in.
>It just hit me we are in the gutter right now.

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