/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>74865861
I was the one who posted about team bear or team man and golden curry and I saw in the thread that you talked about it in the deleted stream. I don't know why but it just killed me when the things I talked about became a topic for you and other champs and I wasn't there to see it............... I love you kiki, I guess I'll just rample for a while alone and hopefully get better.................................................................................................................................. I hate me too

I don't care if this pisses people off, someone has to say it. [spoilers] I'm a vodfag, and people always go vod champs are champs too blah blah blah but are they? FUCKING ARE THEY?!?! I try so hard to be kiki's champy. I watch every stream, I comment everytime, I like the streams, I like the tweets, I post/here/, I try to make it to streams, I donate, I buy merch. but it's never enough. You're still a second-class husband to the live watchers. They are there when it matters, to cheer kiki up when she's sad, to see her when she's down, to know what's happening in her life and being there for her.
>just be they live bro
I FUCKING CAN'T
>she has to delete, the tourists wouldn't get it
>it was a bad stream that kiki isn't comfortable being public
it doesn't have to be public. just unlist it. vodchamps can see it and tourists won't. more unoptical streams have been unlisted rather than deleted before and it was fine.
> this new? kiki has more deleted streams than public lol newfag
This is the breaking point! I've missed enough important moments that you faggots won't shut the fuck up about, mentioning them here and in streams that I don't fucking care about your thread culture. FUCK YOUR THREAD CULTURE FAGGOT. You won't shut the fuck up about it always shoving it in us vodfag's face
>hehehe forbidden knowledge. Wouldn't you like to know, oh wait... you can't hahahah
fuck this second-class bullshit. Have any of you burger NEET faggots even tried to imagine how it feels to be us? seeing a deleted stream in the thread, seeing everyone pour their hearts out to cheer kiki up when she's sad and you weren't there... YOU WEREN'T THERE!!! IT WASN'T YOU! YOU AREN'T A CHAMP! YOU MEAN NOTHING! ALL YOUR EFFORT IS NOTHING! ALL YOUR TIME IS NOTHING! ALL YOUR LOVE IS NOTHING! kiki if you read this and think "anti", "troll", "hater", "no I will not stop deleting streams", fine. I'm ok with you having that position, but just be honest then and say "fuck vodchamps." "If you can't catch me live don't watch at all." just make a private groomcord. because that's what deleted streams basically are. I care about you so much. I wouldn't be saying all of this if I didn't give a shit, I care. I want to be there for you, I want to be a champ, I don't want to miss out. I want to be your husband. I care about you so much. I love you so much I just want to be there. I just want to be there. I just want to be there. I just want to be fucking there for you...please [/spoilers] I know this will make the live watchers mad I know this will probably make kiki sad, mad?, disappointed in me? say I'm an anti I don't care. I can't take it anymore.

>>74494902
Think I might just rample for a bit by myself.