/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>53159430
could be that im lying to myself by thinking of it like that, dont know. i just know if i think about it too much i will go back to wanting to break his bones cause angy..
sure im overthinking, but i do wonder if the amount of expectations that he has accumulated onto himself over time (be it cover/karaoke, play this game or that, do this or that, read this and that, etc.) is making him go through some sort of task paralysis, downright procrastinating or even avoiding said task all together. it pretty much started around That time too, with a lot of supas to catch up on; and going back to it after so much time w/o doing those things sets more expectations, so just doing whatever goes feels better. im sure im talking out of my ass.
tl, dr; i want to dissect his brain and study every inch of it. and have this wip i was working on