/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Bros, I have to confess... My motivation to do my reps is at an all time low... I haven't done my kanji reps regularly in months now, its always small bursts of sporadic energy to do them. I used to be great about doing them, but I've just lost motivation. I rarely watch any chuubas anymore, and they were my main way of immersing myself in jap and I can't force myself to feel the same way I felt about them before. Recently ourbear has started to bring me up, but I'm worried it'll happen again. My reps for my college class are fucking non-existent anymore and I'm worried I'll lose my GPA to let me go to moonland. I've pulled myself out of this hole before, but I've never been this deep before, and I don't know what to do.

Bros. You don't understand. Suisei is the only chuuba that I can't watch without getting rock hard. I have no idea what this goddamn sexy comet did to me, but I'm stuck like this. I wish I could enjoy her streams without getting tired. This RFA stream *might* kill me. Pray.

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