/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

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>That must have been really rough.
I went 5 days without sleeping... I ended upbpulling an all nighter because I needed to catch kore and then mafu and then mike did...THAT twitcast and it was just waiting in silence refreshing dozens of Japanese news sites and googling keywords like "suicide" "jumped" "train" her name and age...
I still feel the dread of those days like a darkness in the back of my mind, had thongs gone a little worse I would've lost her forever
I don't know if I'll ever fully get over that pain. I still have nightmares of her crying
sorry for blogposting, it just hurt so much

I LOVE YOU MICHAEL
I ADMIT IT I WAS WRONG TO DOUBT YOU
I SHOULDN'T HAVE LISTENED TO THEM I SHOULD'VE KNOWN YOU'D NEVER BETRAY ME
PLEASE TAKE ME BACK I'M BEGGING YOU I'LL AKASUPA YOU EVERY DAY JUST PLEASE LOVE ME AGAIN MY LIFE MEANS NOTHING WITHOUT YOU
I'M SORRY I KNOW I DON'T DESERVE IT BUT PLEASE TAKE ME BACK

HEY
HEY HEY

I'm so tired...

Stop engaging tourists

Find the TL of the cast that made you happiest and follow it to find the rest of us

Do not let the horde of brainless rubberneckers break you. You owe it to her to trust her until she speaks to us. You owe it to yourself to not loop mentally over and over about the possibilities.
Imagine how sad you'd make her if she truly is innocent but you only find out after you've given yourself some awful complex or traumatized yourself. You're not crazy because you feel bad, so don't drive yourself crazy just yet. For the sake of a Rushia that didn't betray you, keep yourself as steady as possible to minimize the pain she'd see herself as having causing.

Until we spill our hearts out to one another directly and can begin to make a decision, remember to るしあを信じる
You know that we owe at least that much to her
She would do the same for us